Ppp I don’t know where to turn or what to say or even what to think…. So me…
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Ppp
I don’t know where to turn or what to say or even what to think….
So me and my partner are together 3 years and have a child, we don’t live together due to his work. I have a child from previous relationship also. Past while I’ve noticed change in him, I’ve asked him and more or less begged him for us to do more things together. We’ve been to the sea as a family 1 time in the 3 years we’ve been together. We haven’t done a date night for us in nearly 3 years. I’ve text him and said to him I feel we are growing distant and it’s scaring me and he just text back “what the fuck”.. I don’t even know if I love him anymore 😭. That’s so bad to say but at the min I’m staying with him for the kids. I lost my dad when I was 5 so i dont want my children growing up without theirs. He just doesn’t put any effort in to us. He gives me 20pnd a week towards running a house paying bills and for the kids where as before we had our child he have 100pnd towards bills etc. I’ve now started day dreaming of being with this man (close friend). He’s so funny caring and would help me with anything he also has also child who he has full time it’s got to the stage if actually dreaming if having sex with him. I would never cheat nor hurt my partner as it’s been done to me in the past and it’s bloody awful. I think my minds just mixing me up with thinking of my friend because he is all my partner is not. I’m craving attention from somewhere, last time my partner said I looked beautiful was over a year ago. I’m self conscious n hate my over hang etc. I have to tell him to send me a nice message to wake up this etc. His work isn’t far and he can get an job here I’ve even asked him to move in but he point blank refuses. We used to go down to his for few days few the week to make up time we lost but now apparently he has answered new flat mate who works long hours so we can’t come, and his boss is apparently going on holiday for 2 weeks so he can only come here for 12 hrs a week and he gos away for 3 months in September. Ladies I’m stuck confused hurting emotional all in one. I don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna be looked at as a single parent to 2 children with different dad’s
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