Ppp I have gone back to work since having my baby it’s a new job at a new place …

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Ppp I have gone back to work since having my baby it’s a new job at a new place but I’m finding it hard to fit it. I feel like the staff are annoyed at me by asking questions etc but I also feel horrible and guilty for going back to work because of my 8month old. I also am being forced to work long hours aswell as nights and I feel like my baby isn’t having enough time with me she’s really clingy to Me when I’m at home and crys if she can’t see me like if I go to the kitchen to make a drink she’ll scream the house down. My daughter doesn’t sleep in her own cot and hasn’t since birth (please don’t judge me I had a c section and was on drips as I caught am infection so the midwife put her in my hospital bed) so I panic when I work nights thinking she’ll suffocate in my moms bed with my mom next to her and I can’t concentrate at work. I’m always panicking about my daughter I’m not happy at work I’m stressed and I keep thinking I’m going to miss my daughter take her first steps 😭 iv actually been in tears before I go to work and once was crying at work and I got sent home because I was a mess with all the crying 🙁 my manager basically said if I don’t work nights then there’s no point in me working for them. Basically what I’m asking is should I quit my job to stay at home with my baby and then get a new job when she’s older or should I stick with the job and just grow up? 😞
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