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I posted a few months ago saying I found out I was pregnant and that my other half was emotionally blackmailing me saying if I have a termination we can lead this happy life together. I didn’t fall for it one bit, but he was very good at making me feel down and how detrimental it would be to my kids lives and it would ruin his life with his daughter. Anyway, my family have never liked him as he’s selfish, lazy and doesn’t do anything for me but when you love someone it’s hard to see. After making appointments and seeing counsellors i made the decision that I’d choose the baby over him as that’s what he made me do. I lost my bet friend over this pregnancy as she’s got her own issues, I went against my family and his. I went for my 12 week scan yesterday and there was no heartbeat! I’m absolutely heartbroken, I was all alone at the scan as nobody would come with me, I told him and he his reply was was meant to be. This man was supposed to love me and promised to support me but he has failed me and this baby. He hasn’t even asked if I’m ok, or been round. I have to go into hospital tomorrow for a d&c, again all alone. I feel I’ve lost everyone, I don’t know what I want from this. One thing for sure I can never forgive him for making me go through this all alone. X
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