PPP this is a first time posting for me so here goes. I think I’m an emotional w…

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PPP this is a first time posting for me so here goes. I think I’m an emotional wreck, I cry at everything, I used to be out most weekends when my son (aged 8)was with his dad and loved to go out, I then had my baby, I still enjoyed going out, I only felt comfortable knowing my partner would be out too, (not together just out as well) so we could always go home together, I hate the though of coming home alone, I fell pregnant beginning of the year but was not the right time for me or him so we decided not to continue the pregnany, I don’t believe it’s affected me. I then went on the injection and felt it was making me emotional, so ended that last month, I’ve been on the pill since and am coming to the end of my period (first period since December) could this be why I’m so emotional. I cry becasue I feel guilty of the thought of going out with friends, I don’t even want to go out…but I don’t want to stay in either and feel like I’m stuck in a rut. I don’t ever go anywhere alone because I’m scared of being anywhere alone. Even shopping… I’m quite happy sitting in the house in the evenings with the kids (in bed) but it’s not normal. I’m young. I cry because I love my kids so much I cry because I miss my partner who’s working away. I get scared something is going to happen with all these terror attacks. What is wrong with me? I cancel on my friends all the time. Completely stuck in life.
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