Ppp So, where do I begin.. well almost 4 years ago, I met up with a old childho…

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Ppp

So, where do I begin.. well almost 4 years ago, I met up with a old childhood boyfriend. We literally hit it off straight away, so much chemistry and love there it was unreal. Anyway, fast forward a few months. We had been seeing each other every weekend, and I found out he was doing cocain. I told him things would never get serious as I am 1000% against drugs.. and I have 2 young children.. he decided to stop drugs for us, which deep down I did want, as I’d caught feelings quite fast. Anyway fast forward 3 year, we r now married and have a child together. Well I have had my suspicions on nights out that he has slipped back to his old ways, and it’s come to light that my gut instinct was correct. He has been doing drugs, not all the time, not buying just taking what ‘friends’ offer… I’ve found out he’s done this on and off for our whole relationship!! I feel so hurt and broken. Like our whole marriage is built on a lie. His lie. He doesn’t understand why I’m reacting the way I am, says well it’s not a everyday thing.. I only do it occasionally… now we have had issues like him going awol once a month all night till early hours in morning… how am I supposed to believe he isn’t out doing drugs or cheating??? When he’s lied to me all along. I’m so confused right now… and advice?? So sorry for the mega long post lol

Thank you

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