Private post please! Sex after Children. I need help to understand what’s happ…

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Private post please! Sex after Children.

I need help to understand what’s happening to me 😭
I’m 22, with 2 beautiful girls. 2 year old & 4 month old. I’ve been with their daddy for 8 years. My only love.

I’ve been struggling with not wanting sex. I don’t want to be touched, I dont feel sexy, attractive. The two girls both have health conditions and the youngest is serverly allergic to so many things. I’m exhausted by the time he comes home. I’m up during the night dealing with the 2 year old when she has episodes. (He doesn’t wake for them).
It’s becoming a huge problem because I’m “boring” “old” due to not having sex with him or wanting him to touch me.
Now we’ve just had an argument over it and it’s all my fault for it all. He wants someone to have sex with & be sexual with. Yet I can’t explain why I don’t want it. It just doesn’t interest me. 😭😭 I’m sat crying my eyes out because I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😭😭 someone help me before he leaves me for good.
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