Thankyou xx Hello, this may sound completely stupid but just needed someone to …

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Thankyou xx

Hello, this may sound completely stupid but just needed someone to talk to. I found out through Facebook a couple of years ago that my dad wasn’t actually my dad and I had a real Dad who lived quite far away, I was only about 12/13 when I found out and I was gutted.(nothing against my mum she had her reasons) but that’s not the reason I’m messaging, I met him and after a while anyway we parted on not so good terms. Yesterday sadly he passed away, again I found out through a phone call to my mum. But for some reason I cried, I didn’t except it. I feel guilty because I didn’t get to know him, I never told him he had a grandson. But that makes me feel guilty on my “step”(real) Dad because he’s raised me. But I feel like I don’t deserve to cry because my two brothers have lost him and they were all close. But I am upset, and I wouldn’t be here or my son wouldn’t without him really, but mostly I feel guilt. sorry it’s not mumsy but I just needed to get it out am I stupid? Thanks x
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