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Could I have a private post please love,
Sorry for the long post and please no bashing, it is a sensitive subject.
Does anybody have intrusive thoughts about their children?
I constantly think something bad is going to happen to my daughter or myself and I’m not going to see her grow up, it is getting to a point where I cry myself to sleep at night thinking about what would happen if she was kidnapped or killed. I’ve often thought about the easiest way to kill myself if, God forbid, anything ever happened to her. Or what I would say at her funeral, if I could carry the coffin by myself. Etc
I think about her being kidnapped, tortured, raped. All sorts! It’s horrible and it’s making me ill, there’s nights where I sit on her bedroom floor while she’s asleep until I literally can’t keep my eyes open. I don’t know what’s wrong with me! It’s not every day but most days, something will trigger it like a story on the news and that’s it then for days.
I know it’s sick and the thoughts literally make me want to throw up but I just can’t get it out of my mind!
Thank you for reading x
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