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Could I please have a private post.
Does anyone else ever feel like they’re drowning? My 2 year old doesn’t go to sleep till gone 9pm, I can’t put her upstairs as she shares with my 5 year old and keeps her awake. I feel like I spend every waking second with her and she’s really hight maintenance. I admit she’s a bit spoilt because she was seriously poorly as a baby. She’s mardy and cries over anything.
My 5 year old is generally good but going anywhere with them is just a pain. We went out to our village christmas festival today and it was just so stressful. I look at other families smiling and wonder if they’re feeling the same but just hiding it well. I look at kids doing things I wouldn’t allow my kids to do and think am I too uptight? Should I just let them run around screaming and housing like tiny hooligans? My husband is amazing but works 2 jobs this time of year. His full time job is 50 hours then he also runs a part time business in the run up to christmas. So although he does his fair share round the house too I sometimes just feel overwhelmed and it’s just the same shit everyday. Don’t get me wrong, I adore my babies and they know I do and I know I’m lucky. Maybe I’m just having a bad day. Maybe I’m just an ungrateful cow as I know when they’re both asleep I’ll go and sit by their beds for a few minutes and feel like I love them more than possible. ️Xx
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