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Hey im just looking for some advice. Ive been married 5 years this august. I got married at 21 i was a size 8/10 6months pregnant with his baby. Totally loved it but got married not really knowing each other at all. Anyway i suffered pnd an got very ill an i ballooned to a 16 we broke up for a year from march 15-dec 15. After giving it a go for our sons sake ( to make xmas nice) we fell preg with his baby. Now im now a 16-18 so unhappy with how i look i get called a fat backass by my husband and ‘look at you’, ‘ill love you agen when u get back to when i get ya’ has my son calling me ‘fat’ a hippo or whatever huge animal is on tv 😓 feel drained. Whenever my baby cries i get ‘you wanted her’ ‘shes your daughter’ yet when she is pleasant he loves her. Im so lost i work full time an can do it alone but he is a good dad but im in a loveless sexless marriage and im always put down by him. Ive been unhappy for a very long time but im scared ill leave find anyone as a divorcee with 2 kids. We dont talk, we argue when we do, we never take the kids out as a family, he says he didnt want this? A wife a family. Yet he is a good dad but not a very good husband.
He cleans the house an does the food shop an is a good dad when its not gettinf im the way of the gym or his time but he says he hates me an wouldnt fight for me. I dont know what to do?
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