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Hi can I get a private post please ….. me and my partner have been together for 4 years live together and are tying for a baby, we both work full time only my wage is like 3 times what he gets so every month I find myself paying all the bills we both work hard but I really hate my job it’s actually getting me down my boss is horrid to me constantly I have tried going above her but got nowhere (she has had about 5 complaints from other staff members in the last 6 months) she lies her way out of every single complaint and bullies other staff members into lying for her it’s exhausting ….. anyway my problem is yes I have a well paid job, a nice house I own my own car and my boyfriend is great we are really happy and he doesn’t take the p**s at all but I am literally paying for everything!! I feel like I am dragging myself every day through a job I hate and can’t leave just to pay it all out, I dont even have enough left to treat myself, I know it’s part of being an adult and having a roof over my head should be good enough but I just feel really down about it all to the point where I am constantly snappy! I try to explain that i am not happy at work and that I feel like there is too much pressure on me because without my wage we would be in the s**t but then I feel bad because I can tell the fact he doesn’t get paid as much really grates on him and I hate bringing it up, I honestly feel like I am about to have a break down and to top it all off we are having no luck with getting pregnant and I have PCOS so I feel guilty because I know it’s my fault 😢😢😢 any advice right now would be great my anxiety is playing overtime with me 😢
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