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I’m so depressed right now 😞
Nothings triggered it off. Nothings changed I just feel so alone and helpless. Just laying here thinking what is my actual purpose in life? I’m 26 and I haven’t achieved anything in my life bar my children. I wish I could be this person with a great job nice house etc. I really want to start something at uni but I literally have no support for my kids what so ever my daughters at school and my son’s at home as he’s only 1. But when I ask family to help me out with minding him even for a few hours in the morning to I go study they make me feel like I’m asking them for a million pound “you had them you’ll rare them”. “That’s what you get for laying on your back” these are jokes to them but they hurt me. Or mum would say I done it with 5 of use so how can you not do it with 2? My oartner is only here 4 days are month due to work he doesn’t seem to understand how I feel no matter how well I explain it. I HATE my body I’m a fat mess 😢 I feel so bloody ugly in my own skin. I’m a size 12 but my excess skin is horrible. . I’m on depression tablets and have been for 5 years but now I don’t feel like tgere working. Has anyone any ways I can try and get past this like techniques or different ways to help me with my self esteem ❤
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