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This is gunna be a long one but im desperate for help 😓 ill have been with my boyfriend a year in 7 days. Recently found texts on his phone to prove hes been cheating and hes now changed his password. He refuses to let me look on his phone, he goes under the blanket when he goes on it but he keeps telling me he loves me and we are meant to be and im the only girl for him. He wont talk about it all he just says ‘carry on im going out’ im desperate to save us. Iv triied being nice and iv tried being a bitch and saying hes welcome to her. But its like he dont care when i say i want him he says he wants me too.. when i say i wanna split he says ok but dont moan when you see me with another girl and it hurts you!!!!! Then i always go crying and begging him back. Im due to have our son in 2weeks, this is making me so ill i cant stop being sick, having panic attacks and i generally cant eat or drink just the smell of any food or pop makes me throw up. I dont know what to do. Iv packed his stuff and told him to leave but he wont go.. and he wont cut this other girl off either and still adding loads more girls on fb messaging them. We have been next to perfect up untill the last 2 weeks. Im so down and depressed we have a 2 year old i struggle to even get out of bed i struggle with day to day thongs i have physocal pains in my chest to the point i cant breathe. What do i do?????? Its no good for my babies i know but how can i stop it hurting this bad??? Im so petrified of losing him but hes risking giving me diseases im petrified!!!! Need advice desperately!!!!!!!
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