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Sorry for long post but my mum and dad havnt been together in years and my dad slates off my mum and looks down on me and my siblings all the time. Just because they have well paid jobs. My dads paid 10 pound a week to my mum when i was little. his gf always came first. I fell pregnant in the middle of my studies and My sons only 5 months and hes been saying im fat to my boyfriend and sister and all i can do is cry i know it sounds stupid but im so sensitive he has always picked flaws and i do not show any of my body because of my dad always picking on me from a young age with his gf. (i used to be anorexic and had eating disorders and thats just stopped the last couple years) also hes been saying i stand for nothing because i wont christen my son but i never even got christened myself? the reason why is because i want my son to have the freedom and choice of what he wants to believe which ive explained loads. My dads getting married in a few weeks and im not invited or his own son not even his first grandchild (my son). Just him, his gf, and his gfs friends as witnesses… Oh and his gfs daughter obviously! Honestly i love my dad loads and ive always made effort with him, tried to make him proud i just cant take another day of him trying to control my life i know hes saging hes helping but everytime i see him its a converation about money, college, i need a house with a garden, i need to do this and that and lose wieght and my child should do this and that and everything!!!! Its so stressful im only 19 first time mum i just want to enjoy this moment but i cant what do i do? i dont want to upset anyone i dont know what to do. Hes been like this since i was little its just the way he is.😕
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