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Can I have a private post please.
I found out I was pregnant n done a few different test and all came back positive, I was so happy that my little family was growing. And happy for my little girl to have a brother or sister to grow up with. But I have had a lot going on with my family and I didn’t manage to get into the doctors witch was a result of not finding out how far I was ( personally I think I was 1 & half to 2 months pregnant ).
On the 04/12/17 I miscarried and the doctors told me the baby has already came out of me I’m so devastated and heartbroken but since I have came home from the hospital i feel numb and I’m not sleeping but I feel like it hasn’t sunk in yet because my body still feels pregnant and my boobs are so sore and heavy.
My question is how do I cope when reality kicks in and my body knows I lost the baby. I suffer with depression but I am good at hiding it, I can’t control my anxiety but I’m so scared Incase I lose control of my depression as I suffered really bad with it before and I don’t want to go back to that dark place.
What got use mommies through it and the hard times?
Thank you
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