Hi could I have a post . I’m a mum of two it’s not really baby related . I been …

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Hi could I have a post . I’m a mum of two it’s not really baby related . I been with my current partner just over 3 months and we was doing amazingly. Was literally love at first site, early on we went out together and he was moody so went home early and I stayed out with a friend for longer and got told three days later that another man kissed me , I have no memory of this . He forgave me and we moved on . We decide that we want a baby together , he doesn’t have any children, I moved in a month ago, before I moved in we was great, used to spend every night together (he already knew my children) And when I moved in i realized he’s very snappy to live with, he have a go if I put the pan in the wrong cupboard or if I misheard him he gets annoyed. I do all the housework and cook dinner for him and the kids, I go out my way to the shop for him if he wants anything , I’m not clingy I let him do what he wants and never nag him. Recently I got told he was seen meeting up with ex while he was working as a taxi driver , I made the mistake of not asking him and I checked one message he sent his ex asking if she would come out side from the bar she works in. I know I was in the wrong for checking his messages and I told him and there was a good reason for him meeting her in the end. This happened on a Friday two weeks ago and we made up the following Monday. He told me after I asked him friday night just gone while he was working if he loves me anyless because of the mistakes I made and he said yes. My heart broken to think I love him more he loves me. and since then he hasn’t been the same with me , been more snappy over things like I asked him if he coming home for dinner tomorrow so I know to.cook him anything and just gets moody about me asking . I asked him if he needed to set his alarm because he’s got to be up for somethinf in the morning and he snaps again I’m just trying to look out for him . I told him before bed that I love him and he just said good , i asked him if he still loves me and he was like stop asking me . So now I’m laying in bed crying while he’s sleeps , thinking what the hell am I doing . I never felt so low in a relationship in my life. And I can’t even talk to him about it because he’s always right and I’m being silly . I just wanted to rant , I don’t have any friends I feel so alone
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