Pp please. ( end of relationship advise ). Ok abit of history. I was with my ‘x…

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Pp please. ( end of relationship advise ).

Ok abit of history. I was with my ‘xx’ for 6 years we had 2 daughters together. I met someone new and ended it. After a little while i got together with my now ‘x’ we were together 10 half months. I had a miscarage beginning of march i was about 9 weeks. Anyway before the pregnancy we were happy never ever have i been that happy or had that deal of excitement when id arrange to see him. Anyway last wednesday he ended with me i was crying and begging him not to go.. ( i have depression .. he never understood it.. he made a comment about me forgetting everything and constantly being tired i said therse a valid reason for that he said yeah (i cant remember what he said but he said something about forgetting stuff with age ) im 22? . Anyway i as annoyed so grabed a pen and paper which my counciler told me to do ages ago and he laughed and said what are you doing i said writing down my problems and why your pissing me off and getting me down right now. He still laughed i said what ever then and forgot about it and sat on my bed and stared out my window. Then he started packing his stuff and he said i cant do this anymore. I was so angry and frustrated i grabbed my little desk mirror and threw it. Anyway i was sobbing my heart out with my head in my hands i just wanted to scream. So he left wednesday day time and he ignored me until this wednesday. Hes said he cant be with me anymore were no god for each other.. i thought me and him being friends would help me as every day he ignored me i would cry every morning. During the day every night.. someone ask how i am id cry.. so i asked him if we could be friends he said ok. Anyway weve not really spoke but tonight we have been sending small messages and he said right in gonna go now i dont feel right. And i said what you mean he said dont worry text me when you want tomorrow. Anyway its got me thinking im finding it awkward to. Its hurting cause he dont want me.. but then i find comfort in him because of the baby.. if he got a new girlfriend id be absalutely devistated and go through all the hurt again. Would i be better off not talking and blocking him on everything and try and move on. I just really do think there is something there with us 😞 we used to argue loads and not talk for 2-3 days and then wed meed to sort it and it would be like weve never been apart. I know the chances of that are very slim. Anyway what did you choose to do when you were the heart broken one ??tia
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