Can I have a post please? I feel like I am addicted to food, I eat all the tim…
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Can I have a post please?
I feel like I am addicted to food, I eat all the time.. eat, eat, eat š I have put on loads of weight I donāt even recognise myself anymore, I look in the mirror and Iām disgusted by whatās looking back, I get out of breath walking up the stairs, Iām not a good shape at all! I canāt bare talking to a doctor because the anxiety in me keeps saying the doctor will laugh at me, I donāt know how to stop this need for food, I eat even tho I am full.. I will get a massive bar of chocolate then after eating that I will look in the fridge for more food š i asked my auntie before i went to a christening whom I was being god parent at ācan you tell Iv put weight onā …. she replied with āyesā .. when I walk in the street my heads saying that people are laughing at me/ judging me/ talking about my weight.. what can I do to stop these cravings! I stopped smoking completely months back, cold turkey…. no e-cig.. nothing.. I have the implant in.. these are things that can also cause weight gain and to think that I could get bigger is mortifying! I canāt go to slimming world I am a single parent.. (well, my boys dad lives hundreds and hundreds of miles away) and my boys are at that age where one will keep saying heās bored and the other will just want to run around ā¤ļø .. I want to feel good about my self, I donāt wear make up no more, or even brush my hair I just shove it up because of my wrong I have lost that drive, no wonder why I am single tho because I am disgusting, Iām nothing special the skin around my eyes are going yellow! Countless of times I have been to doctors about this who just say itās because Iām ātiredā yeah Iām tired because I donāt sleep with all the sugar I eat on a night time.. the only thing I praise my self on is being a brilliant mam to my beautiful boys, but I need to get my self happy again for them.. anyone have any advice please ā¤ļø thank you for reading
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