Can I have a PP on the private post please? When do you all know enough is enou…

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Can I have a PP on the private post please?

When do you all know enough is enough? I’ve been with my husband for 4 years. A lot has happened which I won’t go into because it’ll change your judgement straight away. But I’ve had to ring the police on him before, restraining order etc. He’s always been verbally awful. But he hasn’t been like that as such this time. No violence, he’s said mean things to me but not for ages.

But half the time I love him and half the time I can’t stand him. I miss being alone with my babies with no other stress (there’s three kids here. 1 biologically his and the other 2 he’s brought up since being pregnant with the 2nd one). But when we’ve split before I’ve missed him.

But every little thing he does pisses me off. The days where I love him the most is when we’ve hardly spoke and he leaves me alone on a night. The rest of the time I can’t stand the sight of him. I don’t even want sex with him. He had a go at me this morning cos I didn’t want a quickie cos I just don’t want sex right now. I dknt know why. He then told me I’m only happy when I have random dicks in me. So I lost my shit obviously.

But when is enough enough? I suffer with depression as it is. I had a mental breakdown not so long ago and I’m currently recovering from anorexia. He helps me in that sense and with the kids.

But I just don’t like him as much as I should lol am I being silly? Is it just me?
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