Can I have a ppp? I have two children, my first was my son and I had severe post…

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Can I have a ppp? I have two children, my first was my son and I had severe post natal depression with him. I spent the first year of his life in and out of hospital seriously ill and had a lot of bonding issues. He’s now three and our bond is so much better but i still missed that first year of his life and all the little baby things that mums usually experience. I’ve now got a newborn baby girl, she’s our last because of my health issues and I’ve got a bond with her straight away I don’t feel like I did when I had pnd with my son, but I do feel really overprotective to the point it causes panic attacks… and it’s almost irrational some of the things I do such as I hold her pretty much all day because I’m too scared to put her in her crib incase something happens, I don’t put her down when I’m in the room with my son because I’m scared he will accidentally hurt her. I’m finding it hard letting other people hold her etc apart from her daddy. I’m paranoid about germs etc when people are coming. I was on edge the whole time the midwife was here because of the way she was holding her and even though I knew she was safe I was really anxious. I keep crying because I love her so much I don’t want anything to happen to her… does this sound like it could also be pnd?
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