Can I have a ppp? My husband is ruining my life. We have a 5 month old son, an…

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Can I have a ppp?

My husband is ruining my life. We have a 5 month old son, and he decided one day out of the blue that he can’t pay the rent anymore (he works full time and so did I before maternity leave). We don’t get any benefits, and yes, money was tight but we knew it would be for the duration of my maternity leave. He’s just abandoned us, without thinking or caring about where we would live and says it’s my fault because I ‘don’t work’! I’m on maternity leave looking after our baby, with every intention to return to work. He’s moved back in with his mum where he gets his dinner made each night, his work shirts ironed for him each day and his lunchbox made for him by his mum. And because I’m living as a single parent, the landlord tried to evict me – this has been sorted now by my family. He and his family constantly make nasty remarks about me and my family, he’s a compulsive liar and has messed around with women throughout our relationship so I obviously do have trust issues, he talks to me like I’m a piece of dirt… he was meant to stay round tonight, but we had an argument because I was furious as he called my mum a c**t for no reason, so he decided to go back home. This is just a very small sample of his behaviour… i tried to end it with him a few months ago, before he moved back to his parents, when I found out he was back in contact with the girl he was cheating on me with when I was pregnant but he twisted things so I was the one begging him to come back! I know I should but why can’t I leave him? Why can’t the feelings stop? Every time I get SO angry with him, why does he twist it and make it my fault so I’m the one apologising and begging him to stay with me? I’m at rock bottom at the moment. I wish I could end this toxic relationship, for me and my baby but I just can’t seem to do it 😔
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