Can I have a ppp please. Am looking for some advice please. Myself and my partn…

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Can I have a ppp please. Am looking for some advice please. Myself and my partner broke up last year for some time. I experienced a rough time an assault. The result in my nose been broken by a man not an ex. Since this I have suffered ptsd and depression. My boyfriend at this time showed no support heck new about this and used not having a phone at the time as an excuse. He never did help me. I hadn’t spoke to him in months. We live quite far away from each other and we have a son together who is just over 2 years old. Previously we had been talking and it was decided we try again but his behaviour this weekend seems shifty. I am currently attending a solicitor about interdict proceedings and a power of arrest to the family who have damaged me and my sons. My boyfriend knew of this. He had holidays last week and his words were that he would spend them with me. He came to mine on Thursday drunk and continued to drink throughout the day. He had not gave my sons or myself a think about when he decided to act up with this family his actions in my mind could jeopardise my case and to me he doesn’t seem fault what he done. He wasn’t caught but the man who attacked me confronted him and he backed off. The man who assaulted me has no clue of who he is and was quick to get away from the scene. The thing is he puts across very negative subjects to me and has done the past few weeks. For example calling me a bitch and trouble and things like if he ever got me pregnant again he couldn’t cope he just hadn’t the head space. Tells me am boring and am always crying. Now this weekend he made me feel so awkward as I found it in myself to call him today that he had better stuff to do. He has since then turned off his phone. Am wondering if anybody else has experienced anything like this. I have no life not many friends I look after my mum who is stage 4 Copd and my brother who had schizophrenia plus my 2 kids. He works back shift most weeks and never stays during the week or helps me. He comes as party boy to mine 🙄 and picks arguments. He was adopted as a child and constantly brings this up at each opportunity and throws things in my face as if I done harm to him. Hea quite messed up with the drink. His priorities are not on top form. I never get a break never get took out or treated as a girlfriend. I never get any me time it’s all getting on top of me am exhausted 😖 I don’t see its.fair. All this then it’s the silent treatment I get. Am obviously not flavour off-the-wall month but my minds telling me someone or something’s not right here. Our little boy has been ill over the weekend and he’s too way busy even to ask how he is as he has better stuff to be doing as he told me. What anyone’s views on this as am completely going off the rails kicking myself for being such an idiot and taking him back the past 3 weeks or so. We were apart 10 months before. Thank you.
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