Can I have a ppp This post is really difficult for me to write as its also the f…

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Can I have a ppp
This post is really difficult for me to write as its also the first time I’ve admitted it to myself, I also don’t have anyone to talk to as I’m to scared to tell my mum as she will get involved and I don’t want things to get nasty for her
So I’ve been with my partner for 9 years I have an 11 year old and we have a child together who’s 1, since having my son we’ve argued a lot and he drinks way to much and is in debt, I am also not perfect but I have told him a lot that I don’t want to be with him but he tells me I’m not separating him from his son and refuses to go, we’ve had quite a few arguments normally about him up the pub and I have told him I want him gone but he just blantely refuses and also threatens to take my son away from me. I just feel so broken and lost I just really don’t know what to do. Sometimes I feel happy and I try to make a happy family for my children but when we argue he ses such hurtful things and I just know I am trapped as there’s nothing I can do, he can be the nicest and the nastyess person and his nasty side scares me and also loosing my son. Don’t know what the point of this message is guess I’m just looking to get things off my chest ☹
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