Can I have a private post please? First time poster xx I’m currently working 4 …

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Can I have a private post please? First time poster xx

I’m currently working 4 jobs, not because I want to but because I need to financially, I have a 3 year old and I feel like the worlds shittest Mam, I feel like I’ve been neglecting him, when I only had one job we use to go to soft play go on adventures in the woods, go to the park and spend loads of time together but now I’m always at work or have housework to do or I’m exhausted and I feel like I hardly ever see him by the time I get a day off I would of been working 11 days in a row and that day off I spend catching up on housework, I know people will say leave the housework but it really needs done or we wouldn’t have clean ironed clothes and you wouldn’t be able to see the carpet. Anyway I’m wondering am I effecting his mental health? Will he grow up and remember me never spending time with him? Will it affect our bond? I’m hoping I won’t have these jobs forever but I honestly feel so bad palming him off on people while I work when I should be the one looking after him does anyone else work a lot? no hate please feeling bad enough 😢
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