Can I have a private post please. I am a mother of five lovely children and have…

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Can I have a private post please. I am a mother of five lovely children and have been married 13 years. Over the years I have realised my husband has always tried to mould me in the way he wants me to be which I have allowed, I have looked after his entire family, his parents have stayed with us for months, his brother and nephews for years and I’ve never had a problem cooking, cleaning picking up after everyone. But I’ve never been good enough. This past year has been the worst, I became pregnant with my youngest, and he accused me of having been unfaithful which is just ludicrous. His family accused me of being unjust with him, (because I was pregnant and burdening him with more children) anyway since her birth he has become meaner and often curses at me in front of the children who are all older. He says things like I don’t feel any love for you or the kids, you’ve trapped me, you’re my enemy, I have not been able to become the man I had the potential to be because you trapped me. It goes on, he just pities himself so much and in the 13 years since we’ve been married he’s not made one breakfast lunch or dinner, moans about the house not being clean enough but doesn’t lift a finger himself. I am the parent at the parents evenings, school plays, doing all the pick offs and drop offs. I just feel like I’m
Losing my mind I’ve tried so hard and I’m never good enough. I hate it when he comes home from work, the kids get quiet too his whole presence just creates a shadow around the house. I don’t know what to do 😔
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