Can I have a private post please I had my 3rd daughter in the summer this year a…

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Can I have a private post please I had my 3rd daughter in the summer this year and my partner told me he didn’t love me he had hated me for a year and he wanted to leave me he left me in tears after only having a Section 24 hours prior and coming home to my other two children unwell I was begging him to stay we worked it out the next day and he told me I had to change he called me everything under the sun a bad mother yet I have looked after my girls alone 90% of the time after we made up I thought yes things would get better but it hasn’t changed at all it was all lies and there is part of me that can’t forgive him for the stuff he done that night he left me,some of the things he called me. He has never changed are youngest nappy or made a bottle for them he always puts the blame onto me everything is always my fault he constantly wants to know where I am and if I talk to anyone he doesn’t no he wants to meet them we live apart I’m only young he is only the dad to my youngest two children my eldest has a different father whom she doesn’t see I honestly feel trapped I don’t no what to do I’m so scared I have never been apart from my girls and I’m scared he’s going to try and take them my children are also not aloud in his mothers house as something happened with my children there and he banned them from going there so I wouldn’t feel comfortable if we broke up the girls going to that house he has no experience of night feed or looking after girls much in general I just wanted some advice as to has anyone ever came back from something like this or should I walk away now?
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