Can I have a private post please. I know it’s Xmas eve and we don’t really need …

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Can I have a private post please. I know it’s Xmas eve and we don’t really need the doom and gloom so I apologise in advance, this is my 3rd pregnancy 23 week’s, our 1st ended in a stillbirth at 22 weeks our second is 13 months old and this our 3rd baby has passed away inside me. On Wednesday we are having to go through the trauma of giving birth again 😟 we have decided to have no more babies as this has had such an impact on me/us, my partner works away and is away over Xmas only back Wednesday morning before we go through labour. Our beautiful little girl has a range of health problems and is back in hospital Thursday so only a day after 😟. Today we opened presents and things before daddy went to work tonight. I gave him his we opened baby’s and when it came to mine he had done me a hamper filled with stuff, mainly stuff I don’t use and he knows this but what hurt the most was he put 3 packs of sanitary towels in the hamper and said for Wednesday 😟 I’ve cried for like 7 hours now I can’t stop he’s left for work until Wednesday and we both said some hurtful things he said don’t blame me because the baby died (he left when our last baby died) I’m just devastated I’m sitting here sobbing choking and dreading Wednesday. I’m sorry for the essay I just needed to write this down
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