Can I have a private post please. I’m currently 35 weeks pregnant with my second…

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Can I have a private post please.
I’m currently 35 weeks pregnant with my second baby, I had a tough time during labour last time which resulted in me having a 4th degree tear. I suffered really bad postnatal for the first 4 months but then suddenly started feeling better and enjoying my baby thankfully! Since being pregnant this time however I’ve gone right down hill I’m really depressed and having anxiety attacks daily, I know it sounds awful but I’m not looking forward to having her one bit. I have to have a c section this time around also so I’m terrified about that as I’ve never left my first born and he is really attached to me. As my anxiety is so bad does anyone no if I would be able to have my partner and baby stay over night with me in hospital and just any tips on coping would be really appreciated! I feel very alone and like no one is listening. Also I don’t feel like my body is going to wait till the date they have booked me in for can I try and have my date changed so I’m 38 weeks when having her instead of 39?? Xx.
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