Can I have a private post please Not baby related but I really need advise here…

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Can I have a private post please
Not baby related but I really need advise here as my head is all over the place and I don’t know what to do..
basically I fell in love with a married women 3 years ago (I’m also a women) I never consider myself as gay but I adore this women and she is my world and she feels the same way..anyway skipping on she left her husband for me as her marriage was dead in the rocks for many years before that with no intimacy for the last 5 years of the marriage basically because she knew she was gay and she sort of forced into the marriage by her parents but was content enough and had a son with her husband who now is 20..
she came out as gay and her family disowned her and it torn her apart but we she still stuck with me when she could of easily walked away to please her family.her ex hubby has been great and supportive and he always suspected she was gay and has been great with us and even helping us with jobs in our new house and we have him round for meals etc..the thing is I’m starting to have feeling for this guy but not in a sexual way but I think I could be falling in love with him even though he had gave me no encouragement he is just a really nice guy..
I have such strong feelings for him and I feel such a horrible person for feeling this way because not only do I adore my partner who I plan to marry but how can I have feelings like this for her ex husband who has not encountered me in anyway?
I’m thinking maybe I’m missing male company but I’m not sexually attracted to him and me and my partner have a great sex life so I know it’s not because I’m feeling unloved or anything as she really is the perfect girlfriend and I can’t imagine my life without her in it..has anybody else ever gone through this and give me some feedback because I’m driving myself crazy here and so want to tell my partner how I feel as feel as if I’m cheating just feeling this way..please no bashing as it’s been very hard writing this post as it is tia
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