Can I have a private post please So I lost my baby two weeks ago, my partner h…

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Can I have a private post please

So I lost my baby two weeks ago, my partner had walked out and left me the day after I found out, we have decided to try again after him begging me for two weeks to come back. My problem is 1 I’m not sure I want him anymore and 2 I’ve not told him I lost the baby. He still thinks I’m pregnant, I should be 10 weeks now. This is my 11th baby lost but I’m struggling to tell him and the longer it’s gone on the harder it’s getting for me. I’m so hurt and angry that I had to deal with it all alone but then again I’ve not told him so how can I be angry. He’s not the best boyfriend in the world, infact he’s a lying cheating shit but I’m all over the place. Hurt, angry, upset, crying one min, okay the next. I’m a mess. What would you do? I know I need to tell him and I already feel like the worlds worst person. It’s not just him I’ve not told it’s everyone. I don’t know why I can’t tell anyone. Please don’t judge me. I’m already beating my self up about it all. Xx
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