Can I have a private post please? Thank you. Please no bashing or nasty commen…

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Can I have a private post please? Thank you.

Please no bashing or nasty comments either, and sorry it’s a long one. Thanks
Has anyone got post natal depression while pregnant? I’m soon to be a mum to 3. And as much as I’m happy I’m pregnant (baby wasn’t planned, was on pill and fell pregnant) and I love my kids with all my heart. I just feel like everyday all day they would be better of with out me. I have been so I’ll this pregnancy and my other kids have had to suffer with me being constantly stuck in the house near a toilet (I have hyperemis) and also have spd so I’m sore with that. I just feel like am the worst parent in the world. And I feel so alone. My partner aint great at supporting me when I try and talk to him about stuff like this (he’s great at everything else, just when I feel so low he can’t deal with it and just shuts Me down) I have loads of people around me but yet I still feel so alone. Ave never felt this alone in my life and that’s making me worse. My anxiety is through the roof just now aswel. It’s all just building up and I can’t take it anymore. 😭😭 what do I do? I can’t speak to my midwife as she’s actually so nasty. And I no if I told her this she would make me feel a million times worse and I’m scared if I tell a doctor they will think I can’t cope with my kids. 😭😭 I really don’t no what to do anymore. X
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