Can i have a private post please. This one will probably generate some hate bu…

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Can i have a private post please.

This one will probably generate some hate but here goes……

Im 9 weeks pregnant and still smoking.
I know this puts me at higher risk for things and i know what i am doing is wrong but i just cant seem to stop. I hate that i dont have the will power.
I have now got my self so worked up and worried that something is wrong. Wether this be due to smoking or not. ( first scan is at 12 weeks)This is constantly on my mind which in turn stresses me out which leads to havinging a cigarette. i am constantly going out my mind with worry, i feel like such a bad, terrible person and probably rightly so.

I used to smoke 20 per day but now im down to 8. I do have NRT i have the patches. But these arent working. Nor is the vapour cigs..
does / did any one else smoke during pregnancy? When did you stop ( if you did) ? what helped you stop?
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