Can I have a private post please? Hi ladies I’m due to go back to work in less t…

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Can I have a private post please?
Hi ladies I’m due to go back to work in less than 2 months after maternity leave and I am absolutely beside myself with worry and anxiety I can feel my chest tightening when I think about leaving my baby he will be with his dad most of the week and my mum at the weekends when I’m due to work. I’m Sick of people saying ‘he will be fine he’s with his dad or your mum’ it’s not the point Ive been with him every day for 7 months! We tried to go down the route of me staying at home and not returning to work but money wise we just can’t afford it. We tried to see if we were entitled to any financial help from the government but due to how much I earned last year they have awarded us nothing 😞 so my only choice is to go back to work as we couldn’t live on hubbys wage alone. I want to go back because I want to be earning my own money and setting a good example for my son but I really don’t think I can cope with going all that time not seeing him I’m actually crying just writing this post. I don’t know why I’m posting here just to vent I think as most of my close family and friends think I am being ridiculous but I had hoped maybe some other mums had been in this position? I feel like I’m really going to struggle to leave him 😢 thanks girls xoxo
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