Can i have a private post please Im 18 and have a 2 year old and im still with…

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Can i have a private post please

Im 18 and have a 2 year old and im still with his dad weve been together just over 4 years,we have our own house and have lived together for just over a year and a half my partner works and always has done since we found out i was pregnant and works 40 plus hours a week and even some days does 14 hours just for a one day shift!!
I do all the house work and everything else there is to looking after a house and a toddler and he helps sometimes ever few weekend or his days off which i cant fault him for! Ive had PND before when my son was first born and they gave me tablets which i never taken because i thought i wasnt that bad and that i didnt need some pills, a few months down the line i wasnt depressed anymore i was happy with my life but now id say im struggeling badly my 2 year old is a nightmare and never does as he is told but i execpt that hes a toddler!im always calm with him and sit him on the naughty step if needed and explain to him why hes sat there etc but these past few days hes been so naughty that ive just litterally been shouting at him and getting so frustated that i just walk away from him into a diffrent room and take 2 mins time out for myself to calm down and then he follows me just looks at me with his big blue eyes and starts crying and then i feel bad and think i shoulnt of shoutted at him like that ill be calmer next time so i give in hug him and tell him im sorry then 5 mins later he starts being a little $h*t again pushing my buttons!!
Ive rang the doctors to speak to them and they just keep palming me of saying that im not depressed and theres nothing wrong with me even though ive explained to them that i dont feel myself im not one to shout at my son when hes been naughty and im not the one to just leave my son crying in his bedroom shouting for his mummy whilst im in the next room just crying because its all getting to much
Im just at the point now where i just cant be bothered doing nothing i just want to stay in bed with the curtains shut and not see anyone or talk to anyone i just dont see the point when im like this

I struggle with gaining weight to and when i see people i havent seen in ages they are like look how skinny you are! Look how tiny your body is! Look at this look at that i just cant deal with it anymore its all getting to much and when i try speaking to my partner he just nods his head at me and says what do you want me to do about it?”
Just need advice before my head explodes
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