Can i have a private post please Im heartbroken i have no friends no family no …

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Can i have a private post please

Im heartbroken i have no friends no family no one to talk to about this. Im coming to a realization the my marriage has ended and im finding it really difficult dealing with it. Weve been together 14 years have 4 children together, the last year and a half has been horrible he would argue all the time he would go for days without speaking to me never say sorry for anything hurtful he said, he would never try to fix things between us, everytime i would try and talk about fixing our problems it would be all my fault. I tried for a year and a half to make things better i would apologise after every argument wether it was my fault or not, i would suggest us going out and spending some quality time together, we only went out 5 times together, he was out twice each week with his friends, not drinking but just socialising.Few weeks ago i asked him to leave id had enough of being ignored and unwanted, the first week he was messaging me wanting to spend time with me and do other stuff. We had a falling out after that and he deleted and blocked on facebook. Not long after that we had a talk and he listened and sent me a txt after saying if we could work things out oneday he would like that, i sent one back saying i would like that too. Since then he only ever txts me about the kids, and only talks a few words to me when hes comes seeing the kids. Im still deleted from facebook his satus is single and theres no pictures of me at all on there. I spend everynight crying. Has anyone been through this with no support,if so how did you get through this?
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