can I have private post please, I am going through a very difficult situation at…

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can I have private post please, I am going through a very difficult situation atm, me an ex split up recently because we just don’t get on anymore, he had been very disrespectful abusive , bully racist just horrible, and his supporting mother always backing him up, last time we had sex I noticed on his back scratshes on his back, so i reckon he had been sleeping around, then i start crynig my eyes out , and i told him to leave.., i asked him thousands times if he had cheated but he denied it, i ask to do the lie detector test and he refused doing it.. soo it makes me more suspicious .. , also in one occasion i caught his phone and he deleted everything , he said that wanted to wind me up , and i smash it all .. snice then we start texing a lot through his mother phone, talking about us and our kid, now his mother made an allegation of harrassment and call the police on me , she took my phone away for almost 4 months now, we had recently an interview and i told the police that i never harrassed her, our messages was between me and my ex , nothing to do with her, if she didnt like us texting eachother he could have told me or she could have taking her phone away from him, so they lead me to chat all the time sometimes abusive messages cos the way he had made me feel.., at the time i couldn’t have the interview cos i didnt have anyone to lookafter my kids, the police sugested that she could lookafter them and i told them no way.. , I don’t want to do with her ever again, then she text me saying that she wanted to meet in the park to see my daughter and i told her to get lost, we don’t want nothing to do with her anymore, and to leave me alone.., she is one off main reason me and ex always had problems, she is always protecting his wrong doing , cannabis , alcohol and gambling.. this is why he doesn’t have respect for himself and doesn’t care about anything.. , after my interview with the police whe took my phone away, and recently my ex ask me to get my daughters money , i told him that i dont want to come to his place , that he should meet me in the park, but he refused, so i went there outside his house he came out he give me the money , and behind him come out his mother talking shit, so i told her that what she had done to me is unforgivable to leave us alone., then i left.. and recently the police came back recently arresting me for another interview , making me feel worthless without dignity , integriy and very humilliated infront of my neighbours outside , that probably were watching me getting into the police van.. i feel my world apart really ashamed for no reason.. , making me feel like a criminal.. i was crying so much , for being in that situation.. i ask my friend to follow us in his car with my kids, the little one was really upset, but i dind’t have no choice.. so i went there and explained that my ex asked me to get the money, i dind’t know that i wasn’t welcome , and it was outside his house.., all because his mother complaint , then the police advice me no to come there ever again and no calling her lndline , so they let me go without charge.. about midnight i left , so this is why ii definately don’t want my kid to see her ever again after what she had done to me, I am sure my daughter will hate her one day, and my ex allowed this to happen although he said that he has nothing to do with it , but i don’t know, he should have stop her from the begining, cos her goal is wanting to take my little one away from me , and the older one put her into care.. i hate her so much , i just can’t forgive her… , what would you do? cheers
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