Can I have private post please This is a long one and just need a rant and to …

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Can I have private post please

This is a long one and just need a rant and to see what else people would do!
So I was with my partner 5 half years before we got caught pregnant (depo failed) but none the less she was a very wanted baby! He had a cocaine problem and was getting help going to classes etc and was doing well (so I thought anyway) was good in my pregnancy and when we first had her he stayed with me in hospital but literally the day we got home he vanished! He started ‘popping to the shop’ for 2 or more hours and going home to his mums but she’s an alcoholic and feeds him drink as it’s all she knows how to be social! He never bonded with our daughter no matter how hard I tried and all my hopes for family days went out the window as we weren’t important enough! Christmas I had enough after constantly asking for money and not just £10 here and there it was in the hundreds every week that I just didn’t have! I provided everything for our daughter and still do he pays nothing so I went back to work when she was 5 months and now he kicks off trying to dictate who looks after her even though he doesn’t see her himself and has never had her for more than 3 hours as he can’t deal with her apparently! He’s making me so unhappy and everyday I’m getting more and more down as he just sends me abuse all day everyday saying it’s my fault he’s like it and that I’m to blame for our family being split up! I don’t know what to do regarding him seeing her as he’s asking to have set days now but I don’t trust him as he’s doing cocaine whenever he can get his hands on it! Never thought I would be in this position and just feel so sad for my little girl 😢
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