Can iv a ppp ? Recently posted about me leaving my boyfriend a couple of days ag…
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Can iv a ppp ? Recently posted about me leaving my boyfriend a couple of days ago due to him being controlling and speaking to me horribly .the first day I felt free but I’m actually heartbroken right now 💔iv being drinking every night sense and to make matters worse I actually want to make things work with him for some strange reason I miss him so much 💔and he has me blocked ? How can I be this stupid ? How can u just block someone your suppose to love ?
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If he loved you he wouldn’t of treated you like that to begin with. If that was your son treating a women like that you would be disgusted as a parent. And if it was your daughter being treated how you was you would agree with her to leave! Don’t be drinking there’s no need. Pick yourself up and get out there. It’s just a break up. It is easy to move on. It’s our own insecurities that don’t let us. Us women are god dam powerful. Don’t let the team down girl! You got this 👏🏼
He doesn’t love you. .. you may love something about him but it’s not what he is now …. stop drinking away your pain because it’s making it worse not better …. being free of the abuse will feel odd at first but you will come to realize you control you and no one else and you can survive and thrive on your own …. When your feelings are drawing you back to him remember why you left and also remind yourself that no one treats someone they love like that
And well done must have been so hard. I feel ya chick. You’ve obviously done the right thing for yourself at the time, don’t go back now, find someone who treats you like the queen you are x
Don’t drink it will make you feel worse and he certainly isn’t worth it, at the moment your going through all the normal emotions, it will get easier as time goes on, he blocked you because he’s a cunt not worth bothering with, find your self something to do like a hobby or just keep yourself busy,it will help you take your mind of it, the only stupid person in this is your ex, he was stupid to treat you badly and he was stupid to think you would put up with his ways,
Your strong and your so much better then him.
Don’t ever take him back he won’t change, live your life and leave all bad rubbish behind x
I ended up in a refuge due to my ex husband the feeling you are having are a natural grieving process sounds silly but it is in time the pain does get better, well done for getting out of there the only way I coped was remember the bad bits because if you think he will change he won’t and if you go back he may do even worse x
I’ve been in your position hun. I loved him but had to make a decision especially for our son whom I loved more. It does get better and not wanna sound horrible but feelings do go away eventually. Just keep yourself busy.x
Think of it like this if he loved u he certainly wouldnt of blocked u he would be fighting for don’t go back sweet it will get easier trust me and don’t be drinking every night that will make u more emotional have a while o your own find out who u are and love yourself xx
Sometimes someone can be bad for you but that doesn’t mean you don’t stil love him so obviously youll be heartbroken and miss him but it dosent mean it wasn’t for the best. Obviously your gonna be lonely anyways but you just hqve to learn to cope on your own. Do something for yourself.
“It’s not him you miss, it’s the routine”
Get your head out of the bottle and practice some mindfulness x
Every day will get a little easier & drinking will make the pain worse sweetie x