Can you do me a ppp, it’s a long one. I just need some advice and what other pe…

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Can you do me a ppp, it’s a long one.
I just need some advice and what other people would do it my situation.
Iv been with my partner 10 years. Within that time he has lied to me uncountable times about various things including drugs (Cocaine and cannabis) cocaine when he goes out with his mates and cannabis when I’m asleep he would smoke it and use our money to buy it. Now we have had our son 1yr old, he still smokes it at night which I have agreed to because if I don’t he will do it anyway aslong as he tells me when he buys it. Anyway he has recently stole bits from Work and hidden the money from me (so being decisive and lieing) then promising it will never happen again. Which is always his excuse and breaks the promise. He’s got worse over the years. He doesn’t go out much no more because he doesn’t trust himself as I don’t either. There has been incidents with women that have hurt me but never proof he has cheated in anyway. Well he went out last night and his friend posted a video of him with a girl on his shoulders having the best time as it seemed. Iv asked him to leave because I feel I can’t take it no more. There isn’t any trust there and no matter how many times he says nothing happened I can’t believe him. I’d like to mention he has gone missing all weekend before now before I had my son and also went missing in Amsterdam on a stag do and was found with no shoes or any belongings. I love him and our family but surely I can’t keep taking him back because I want to save us. But surly if he loved me he wouldn’t hurt me like this. He is the best dad to our son and sometimes he’s great with me. But when he does something it just pushes me further away. Iv told him how I feel so many times but he just says sorry and it won’t happen again. But it does. What do you suggest? I’m hurting so bad.
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