Could I have a post please? Please don’t judge me I feel stuck in a rut. Basica…

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Could I have a post please?

Please don’t judge me I feel stuck in a rut. Basically my partner of 5 years has horrible mental health issues due to cocaine. He sees things that aren’t there and is delusional. I’m also 27 weeks pregnant. I have stuck by him so much over the last 5 years and in a last ditch attempt to get this sorted I tried to get him sectioned as he was driving round threatening to kill himself. They said they was going to at first but when the police finally got him they seen him pretend to be calm so arranged an appointment when he needed to be locked up!! Now because of this there is going to be a referral to social services for my unborn baby. I’ve had to make a choice between him and my baby and I have obviously chosen my son. Please don’t bash saying he needs help because I’ve tried and tried and u need to put my baby first and drugs aren’t the only issue and I have been treated horrendously by him, put down, it’s gotten physical, spat at, cheated on over and over etc.. he has been outside my house all night shouting through my letter box how sorry he is and then shouting in the street that he’s dangerous and got a gun. I’ve had about 2 hours sleep and am now off to work I’m shattered. I didn’t take him on at all just ignored it and someone must have rang the police as they turned up with dogs and have arrested him for breach of the peace. I am so worried about my future, I know I will be a good mum to my baby boy but feel really stuck at the minute. I’m not going to take him back or let him in now I can’t do that to my baby but how can I make it easier when I feel so guilty 😕. Sorry for long post x
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