Could I have a ppp hun. Sorry it’s a long one but I feel like I need to let it …

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Could I have a ppp hun.
Sorry it’s a long one but I feel like I need to let it off my chest..

I’m 27 with the most gorgeous 2 year old little boy who I think the world off and his dad who I love the bones off. My problem is, back in March he found out he hade bowel cancer, I’ve been there, supported him and done everything for him! He had to go through an op and at the mo has a colostomy bag ( will be reversed ) and under going chemo. As far as we are aware he is cancer free but having chemotherapy to hold back any cancer that could still be in his body… the thing is the past week he’s been so horrible to me and I just feel lonely even how physically I’m not but mentally and emotionally I feel I am. I suffer with anxiety which only came on me in February from my mam passing away so suddenly with a heart attack at a young age of 43. So I have so much weighing down on me I feel like I’m not coping very well and feel as if I’m going to let my son down and not be the mammy he deserves and needs. I don’t know what I want out of this post if I’m honest I guess I just need some positivity my way and a rant. I know my partner is going through a difficult time and I feel so bad for him and trying my best to keep him happy and spirits up but he’s been so mean and nasty towards me the past week my anxiety has gone through the roof and feel awful to the point where I wanted him to bugger off for a few days out of my way and I know that sounds awful 😢 thanks for reading guys and sorry to rant on xxxx
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