Could I please have an anon? It’s also a trigger post. I’m just needing some s…

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Could I please have an anon? It’s also a trigger post.

I’m just needing some support or advice on what to do I have a 20 month old and a 6 month old, my first was a 26 weeker, because of birth complications I had to have a classical ccestion which meant no natural babies ever. Obviously had my son via csection he was term. Iv recently found out I’m pregnant and just cannot do it, I am struggling to love my 6mo and only just bonding with my 20mo due to dep from my firsts birth and hospitalisation. I was high risk both pregnancies, in hospital with my first for a few weeks with an abruption, pprom at 19 weeks and an infection. The pain from the csection of my second was unbearable and Iv also had a prolapse from the pregnancy, I’m only 19. I am just really needing support. I’m not normally one to run to termination but I feel like it’s my only option, I know it is. Is there anyone out there that can relate? I don’t know where to go next. I was on contraception as well.
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