hello can i have a private post please? hey everyone just looking for some he…

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hello 😊 can i have a private post please?

hey everyone just looking for some help and advice, so basically me and my husband have been together for 10 years and in that time we have never split up, we have three boys together. Last christmas i was on his phone and a message request came through on his messenger… it was a woman… instantly i knew it was something dodgy, i opened it and she said hi baby long time no speak… so i said who is this? and she said have you forgotten me already?
i clicked instantly this was something bad, so i played along… made her think she was talking to him, i found out they had slept together ” alot of times ” at her house and she had not seen him for 6 months… eventually i told her who i was and that he had a wife and 3 kids… she was very shocked…she then got defensive and wouldn’t tell me much … this girl was 19 and my partner is 36 😞 i felt disgusted to be honest with you shes also a druggie and a drug dealer … i then saw he had a badoo account and had been begging to meet other women for months behind my back..

i confronted him and he confessed all , i was pregnant while all this was going on too which made me feel worse, he said he did it because i wasnt bothered about him and had not been intimate with him for months, which is true but it still hurts. Heres the thing though… i have never physically cheated but i have sent dozens of explicit videos and pics and had chats with guys for years and years behind his back… it sounds terrible but my partner isnt very affectionate and i seek comfort through others alot… i got chatting to this man back in 2014… he knew my situation but he didnt care… we met up once as he was local to me, we kissed held hands and attempted to go to his but an emergency came up for him… we fell in love and i planned moving myself and kids into his place… we chatted for a year before he met someone else… my partner knows this and he says im just as bad as if i could have i would jave had an affair but the opportunity didnt arise, and there were more feelings in what i did whereas with him it was meaningless sex… im confused…. i mean my husband is a great man i cant lie he takes the kids to school does the cooking and food shopping and looks after us all great… i discovered all this last christmas so almost a year ago and in that time he has dropped all his friends and really changed his life around… im over what he did but wonder if im just as bad? thankyou and no judging me please x
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