Hello can I have a private post please! This is probably going to sound psychoti…

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Hello can I have a private post please! This is probably going to sound psychotic but I wrote in a while back explaining how I felt awful about my body after having a baby 4 months ago, i stressed this to my other half as I found he had been googling ‘ naked girls ‘ on his phone, I’ve NEVER had a problem with porn or anything like this before but obvs just after having a baby I’m going to feel pretty rubbish and not as nice as other woman look 🤷🏻‍♀️ anyway, we had a big row and I basically told him I don’t want him doing it again or watching porn or anything for the time being atleast until I start to feel better, he agreed and said he would stop reluctantly! After weeks and months of explaining, tears, explaining and more tears. Anyway fast forward to the other day I found he’d downloaded a private browser, I confronted him he said he wanted to watch porn and told me I’m mental, which to some extent I’m starting to believe as I know men watch porn, but is it wrong of me to feel hurt? What would you other ladies do? I know I need to be grown up about this believe me I know it, and it probably does sound childish but I feel so unhappy with my body and just can’t bare him looking at other woman’s in a sexual way. I’ve tried losing weight and have lost loads I’m now currently 8.2 stone and a size 8, but I can’t help but feel like I look like shit compared to other woman/pornstars… please don’t bash I just need advice 😩
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