Hello, could I have a pp please? I’m sorry this is a bit deep and random. I’m so…

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Hello, could I have a pp please? I’m sorry this is a bit deep and random.
I’m sorry to be so blunt, but I cannot shake this feeling that I want to end my life. I’ve been struggling with my mental health since the birth of my child over 2 years ago. He’s a very poorly child with a lot of health problems, I feel I am to blame, I can’t shake this feeling that he wouldn’t be like this if he didn’t have me for a mum. He hates me, he honestly does. I’ve had therapy, I’m on medication. I really don’t think theirs anything else I can do. People will see it as selfish, but I don’t see it that way, I see it as selfless. It would be for him so he wouldn’t have me dragging him down anymore, I’m no good for him.
It’s just the way I feel and I can’t help it and it’s a shit way to feel. Does anyone have any advice for me?
Don’t worry I’m safe, I have no immediate plans.
Please keep this private, Thankyou.
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