Hello, it’s me again, I just need some more advice, my partner and I are due a b…

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Hello, it’s me again, I just need some more advice, my partner and I are due a baby in December, I’m 17+1 weeks pregnant. We had an argument last night as I told him I’m sick of feeling unloved and sick of him saying mean things to me.. it’s just stupid stuff like ” I love my dog more than I love you ” but he’s being serious when he says it, it’s like.. I feel he is purposely trying to make me upset 24/7, nothing nice ever comes out of his mouth. He said to me ” no wonder no-one likes you, you actually have no friends ” when I do? I have a hell of a lot more than him.. he calls me a c*nt all the time.. when we found out we was having a girl he went in a massive mood with me because he wanted a boy.. told me the whole situation was shit and not what he wanted. I sit and cry because I’m angry for allowing him to make me feel like this… I also feel like a failure as I can’t even give my daughter a loving father. Everything that we have for her has come out of my money, he hasn’t bought anything. Then last night in an argument he goes ” I’ve had enough of this, I told you from the beginning to just get rid of that c*nt ” meaning our unborn daughter. Do you think he means it or do you think it’s because he’s scared ? He tells me he’s scared he won’t be good enough but of course he isn’t going to be when he is like he is.. I feel like I can’t forgive him, it broke my heart hearing that come out of his mouth. Has anyone else experienced this? I’m stuck and I know this is so unhealthy for me and my baby but I am scared to pack up and leave:( x
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