Hey can I get pp plz So I don’t even know why I am writing this, I suppose I’m…

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Hey can I get pp plz

So I don’t even know why I am writing this, I suppose I’m just looking for any kind of help/advice.

So I recently found out I am pregnant with my 2nd child, I am currently a single parent, my 2nd pregnancy is unexpected, as soon as I found out I was tearful and so disappointed with my self, I’ve always wanted a 2nd child, but in the right scenario.

I am not with the father, the father is aware and isnt really bothered (I haven’t known him long) we haven’t really spoke since, ( and I think I kind of like it that way), he did mention he didn’t want to bring a child into this world this way). I think he means so quickly and the fact we aren’t together, but hay hoo I am pregnant (8week).

This Last month I’ve gone through so many mixed emotions I don’t know what to do?

I thought about abortion but if I’m honest I don’t think I’d be able to live my self afterwards, but at same time I don’t think I can financially bring up a 2nd child on my own, I’m am just about managing now with one.

I constantly think what my family and others are going to say, 2 fatherless kids, (it doesn’t look good).

This weekend all I have done is think I need to have an abortion, but I just feel my reasoning are so selfish and who am I to end someone’s else life?

I can’t stop crying, I was so happy with my 1st pregnancy, this one all I have gone is cry…

As I said I don’t even know why I am posting this, I haven’t a clue what to do …help!
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