Hey can I have a private post please x I actually wrote this post 1/11/16 that’s…

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Hey can I have a private post please x
I actually wrote this post 1/11/16 that’s how long I’ve been debating what to do lol 😂

I don’t actually know how to start this off but here goes.
I met my boys dad very young ( I was only at school 12) and had my boy young. Things didn’t work and it ended very badly after almost 5years together. I took myself off the dating scene with major issues. My ex did nothing but cheat, lie and generally put me down. Am now 27 and am feeling really lonely. Not that I need a man but I miss having someone to argue over the remote , to play pranks on , someone to wake up to, someone to give me that feeling. Yeah I know I sound daft. I’ve only ever had 1 boyfriend and it’s been 7 years. My boys now in double didgets so he’s out with his friends 90% of the time. I just feel ready. I missed the whole being young teen and 20s. I just want to start an adventure with someone.
But here’s the thing …

Am not confident in my appearance which doesnt help (major issues there). So I tend to keep myself to myself. I have major trust issues so I literally have 2-3 truly amazing friends who are all settled down now. They are the best but they do have there own wee family’s and life gets busy.
I guess what am asking is how do you even start dating ???
I tried the whole online thing chatting only which was fine but never brave enough to actually meet a guy. Majority of them were clearly only after one thing.

Is there away to date that you can literally do baby steps ? I don’t want to rush into anything having issues but at the same time I don’t want to be on my own forever.

Am I being daft ? Should I even be dating ? Should I wait till my boys older than ?(he’s 10) is there even any good guys out there ?
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