Hey I was wondering if I could have an anonymous post? I have never posted anyth…

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Hey I was wondering if I could have an anonymous post? I have never posted anything before so I’m not really sure how it works

Basically me and my partner have been together 8 years and we have a 4 year old and a 5 month old baby,we have been rocky for a while.The past week I feel as though I hate him.He goes out every single night not coming home until stupid o’clock in the morning with his friends,leaving me to settle the children.He is never here for bed time and has never got up for one feed with either my 4year old or my 5month old.He has no patience with my children and is forever shouting at my 4 year old even when he has justed asked to play with him which results in my 4 year old crying and say he hates his daddy and my heart breaks every time because all I want is for him to spend time with his little boys.I am currently on mat leave and I asked him at 4 this morning if he could have the baby for an hour as I am so tried I literally just want to cry but he had a go at me for asking as he has to be up in 2 hrs told me there is something wrong with me and I have turned his children against him and all I have ever wanted is for him to caring towards his children 💔 we sleep and eat separately his choice not mine.when he is home he is sat on the sofa playing his computer games.He used to be so loving and caring but now it’s like he is a completely different person.I love him but I don’t think I’m actually in love with him and I say to myself it will get better and that’s why I stay but I find myself sat watching the tv seeing all these christmas adverts with all the happy families and it makes me so upset because that’s all I want 😢
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