Hi, can I have a post please. Mums who have suffered from pnd…or maybe any mum…

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Hi, can I have a post please. Mums who have suffered from pnd…or maybe any mum. I was out in Costa with my son earlier (he’s 4 now)and happened to glance at a mum with her baby and I was jealous. Jealous that when my son was a baby I barely left the house and sometimes feel I missed out on actually going out with him. I did venture out to baby massage and some classes as he got older but never have made any mum friends because of how I felt about myself. I thought I was unworthy of the beautiful boy in my arms and regularly worried that others would think that. I also don’t remember everything and feel guilty about that too. I love my boy so much and know I did a great job and that I am a good mum (took ages to feel like this) but I now see how much we maybe missed out on. Do other mums feel like this? Also do other mums who have had pnd still have the odd wobble and feel themselves slipping back to the default of ‘I am not worthy, I am not good enough’? Does that ever go away? Thank you.
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